Thursday, July 2, 2009

Just a Small Town Girl...

... living in a lonely world! She took the midnight train going anywhere!!

Seriously though can I look out my bedroom window and see this? I have been feeling the rumblings in my heart for awhile now... I need something new. I was born in Fresno, California and was moved to Southern New Jersey when I was four years old and I really wonder what would've happened if we had just stayed in Cali? Who would I be? What about if I moved to North Dakota or Florida or New Mexico? Who knows? All I know is that I have got to try life somewhere else or I fear that I will wake up one day in a town where everyone knows everything and nothing is news cause you've heard it all before. That is a nightmare. Lord Voldemort always laughed when I talked about getting out of this town because I am so rooted here, I mean it is funny to think about me just up and leaving but at the same time it's all I wish for. Is there anyone out there that has been in my situation and just left? I mean really just packed their stuff and gotten out?? Sorry to get all serious on you but I just have to know.


  1. Not yet...but I'm trying...I can't move to NYC until I have a job because I really love not being homeless haha.

    Chase after your dreams, go wherever you want! You can do anything-you rock.

  2. Yep. I just upped and moved to Spain...I HAD to get out of the UK for my own sanity. It's the best thing I ever did.

  3. the best way to feel like youve experienced a different place, life and culture would be to go to college in a different state. that way u'll live elsewhere for 2-4yrs & u go back home. or a study abroad.

    if ure done with school, I would suggest a summer 4 months in a different city.

  4. i'm sharing the same thoughts with you. And im planning to discover new cultures, cities and meet new people. A change will do us good my friend ;)

  5. I know just how you feel!

    I'm in the process of saving up enough money to move to California! I need to get out of Texas!

  6. Come on back to Cali! :) Yeah, I totally know what you mean, I'm from a big city in Northern Cali and have always wanted to move down to LA. I lived down there with my aunt and uncle for a month but had to move back up here after the holidays. But I do feel a move coming very soon. It's the same state but definitely different places! If you gotta go, you gotta go ! ;) Best wishes, girl!

  7. Yes, I totally know how you feel. I moved to Cali after living in a small town in Utah for 18 was the best thing I could have ever done!

    It's hard being stuck in the same place, if you love it, that is one thing, but if you feel the need to leave, then maybe that is what you should do!

    Even now though, in Cali, I still have the urge to leave though. I think that is where travel comes into play. Obviously you need a job to make a living and go where your "dreams" are...
    But, once you save up the money the true traveling and dreaming begins!

    Happy 4th of July love!


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